Dear Future Boyfriend: Slacker

Remember when I said I have very short letters? This is one of those.

To tell you the truth, reading everything I wrote reminded me of how miserable life was. College was supposed to be fun. Yet, it created a part of me that refuses to go back if she is given a time traveling machine. Don't get me wrong, I had a great time with the beautiful people I met. But college let out my insecurities, something I worked hard on to get over in high school.

That's for a different blog post. Hopefully, I'll muster enough courage to write about it soon.

1:11 AM

November 7, 2011 

Dear Future Boyfriend,

Last day of sembreak. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. Do you? Maybe you love studying, or a slacker just like me at times. I don't see the point in studying right now. Do I even have a future? Are you going to be a part of that future?

I wonder if you'll fetch me when I really want to see you. Or will you be tired of me and just send me your comfort through text?

Love,

Your Future Girlfriend