Resolving Life
There's just something satisfying about those two zeros that signify a new hour or seeing that number 1 at the start of each monthly calendar. But 2020 changed that.
Maybe it's the lack of motivation. Maybe it's the thought that there's nothing wrong about not learning anything when your whole country is on lockdown. Some say to use your time wisely now that almost everyone is working from home. After all, those hours spent on the road can now be turned into an extra push of productivity. We can finally practice a hobby, read a book, watch a movie, workout, or learn something new. But again, it's totally fine if you do nothing.
At 27, when we were free to go outside without masks, during the most uncertain phase of my life, I still wanted to be something. I admit though that I used to be the maximizer. I would never settle for less. But honestly, being in the middle—yet again—of wanting to be the best but resorting to the acceptance of what I'm really capable of, I would wonder if age plays a role in all these.
Is starting over a social construct? Is it a sign of defeat if we admit that we aren't who we used to be? Or is it a proof of courage?
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